first post - introduction? ( ˶⸝❛ᗜ❛ ̆ )"⸝
hello!! ( ⸝⸝•ᴗ•⸝⸝ )੭⁾⁾
this is my first blog post in adulthood, wow! ʰᵉʰᵉ
i'm pierre, or pennywise, or clown, or rat, and i'm a 22 year old little bitch on the world wide web ~
for the past two years or so i had been in a generalized burnout state, yet constantly trying my darn hardest to get out of the bottomless pit burnout/depression is. getting better is a process, and it takes time, and it is exhausting, but i do think i'm making steady, good progress lately
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i'm not a big fan of the usual internet experience of the late 10's and early 20's - hoping for a change back to my childhood/early teen years! -, so over a prolonged period of time i've started stranding further and further away from traditional social media; first dropping facebook over the (at the time, like 9 years ago) smaller, faster twitter, then many years later twitter became a work tool for art commissions before i mostly dropped it too, moving to a private instagram page where i mostly post journal-like content to myself, occasionally lurking on a public instagram page to check on distant friends, eventually falling in love with the good parts of tumblr after many years away from it and (a couple days ago) discovering neocities through it, sparking the warm long-lost feeling of wow, i do still like to create!
now i'm looking forward to dedicating lots of time and love on building a little personal website where i can host my creations and learn code, writing (writing!!!! it's been years since i've enjoyed writing!!) this little blog and keep working on getting better, happier and stronger
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i know relapses will happen, i know hard days will still come, but for the first time in a long time i feel like i can get better. i can see myself living again :-)
- rat ٩(⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)و̣̩⋆̩